5/10/2005

dont you worry about a thing.. or why I hate dating

so, if you read the post I posted about 2 seconds ago- I am dwelling on my ex. Yep, its been 1 year, 5 months and 4 days. But who is counting? Not me.

So I am finally trying to date someone new. Real dating, not just a wild weekend like Tokyo man. I want to date again. I want a plus one. I want to have someone to talk about my day, or to pick up the dead squirrels that my cat kills. I want someone that smells good and clean in the morning when he is drinking his morning coffee or morning coke. I want someone to sit on the porch with at night and drink our cocktails, and talk about our day.

I want someone to hold my hand during a storm. I want someone to go to a party with and NOT be the single girl.

But I cant stop thinking about the one that should have been. The smart girl in me knows that if it was meant to be it would be.. but something just keeps me wondering. I prevent myself from going out with other guys for fear that it would end as badly as the other one.

aint dating a bitch?

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Kate, Love your blog!
Kookoo

contenttobe1 said...

I am very single, I love being single. I have been single for quite some time now. But I truly understand the want and the desire. I had a break down Monday when I pulled up next to my ex. I can't fathom working with him. You are a much bigger woman than I.
Great blog!!

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