7/06/2005

so here's the scoop

or of much of it as I feel comfortable posting on the internet.
Things are changing very quickly for me professionally. Not in so good of a way. Will be shortly having a lot more time to dedicate to NQM if ya know what I mean.

It's probably a blessing in a dark, deep Freddy Krueger like disguise. Yep, thats the ticket. I am going to spin this in a good way. It will force me to make some changes I wasn't quite ready to make. So there, I am going to make them.

I'm scared and frustrated, and feeling really let down. I had hoped that things were going to work out differently, but alas, tis not to be.

So, I continue on the search to find the thing that makes my heart zing.

Wish me luck.