11/03/2005

Is this what it has come to?

My life has fallen into a pretty boring routine. Sad routine. I don't know how to fix it.

I work about eleventy million hours a week.
I go to the gym before work every morning.
By the time I get home, I am so wiped, all I can do is make a bowl of soup or cereal, read or knit for about 5 minutes and fall asleep.

On the weekends, I spend Saturday running all the errands that I didnt get to run during the week.
Sunday, I try to see everyone that I dont get to see during the week. And watch football. And do something for myself.

It's not a bad life, but I am defintally in a rut. Work is going great, but I wake up in the morning thinking about work, I work all day, and then it takes me a while to stop thinking about work when I get home.

I realize that a lot of my friendships have really been neglected over the past four months- Between work, and sleep and travel, I don't have the time or energy to really do anything else.

I haven't been on a real date in ages, but don't really see the point of going out with anyone right now since I am moving.

I guess I just feel like my life is in one gigantic holding pattern. My free time today was spent researching the best way to ship my cat from Austin to D.C. Yes, I know, it really can't get more exciting that that.

Not sure what the point is with this post, but its 9:30pm, and I am heading to bed. Yep, I am just really super excited.

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